And this is why I have the issues from track 3. This was a pivotal moment for me. So I wanted to make a track that reflected me finally standing up for myself. I wanted it to be uncomfortable to perform, and raw for me to say. Everything is on the table now. I wanted it to make listeners uncomfortable. I felt abandoned. (I also wanted it to slap, bc if my ex hears it, she can't say it sucks lol.)
Look I'm a flawed dude. This is harsh, but I wont stop caring bc love doesn't just go away lol. It's weird to write about it bc its so personal. I forgive em, I think I've moved on, but ykno, their mistake still hurts. This helped me recover from it.
credits
from Mudgie,
released May 15, 2020
Lyrics/Production/Performance by: Chris Bottone
Mixed by: Arra Melikian (Ik im not always putting mixed by here but cmon he did an incredible job on this one.)
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